Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I'm in a funk...

I don't know what my problem is. My head is up my ass.

I'm just not "on". I feel edgy. i'm on the verge of tears over nothingness. My stomach has a mind of it's own. I'm acting jealous, freaking out on trust issues that I have been repeatedly told aren't an issue, and nearing paranoia. Don't know where this groove got stuck but it's stuck and it's starting to piss me off but my body seems to react to it in the negative (you know...waves of "oh my God I'm going to hurl", hot sweaty palms, chest pounding) in spite of my very logical brain telling myself to knock it off.

Some of you "know". Why is it such a problem all of a sudden again? I thought I was over it.

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